My latest ramblings.
Enjoy! I definitely got important things to say
My latest ramblings.
Enjoy! I definitely got important things to say
The Chrysalis Teachings use a lot of analogies in their makeup. Today I’d like to use an analogy of building a house to help with the understanding of the stages of progress the brain needs to go through.
But first I need to give an explanation describing the new way of thinking about the brain. This is that the human brain is not only divided into the right side and the left side, it is actually divided into four parts. Actually, there is a double growth process, the exoteric, outer, physical expression and the esoteric, inner, spiritual expression. Because of this double growth track, we have the brain separated into the left and the right sides. The left deals with physical growth, our exoteric (outer) life and the right side deals with our spiritual growth, our esoteric (inner) life. Now we need to divide the right and left sides in half giving us four parts to the brain. There is a lower left side, a lower right, an upper left and an upper right. Each of these divisions has three levels, with each level having twelve stages. The lower left division, sections 1-2-3 deals with our physical bodies; the lower right, 4-5-6, our emotional bodies; the upper left, 7-8-9, our mental bodies; and the upper right, 10-11-12, our spiritual bodies.
This gives us twelve levels or dimensions of the human mind. Most of humanity is functioning on the third level. The connecting that is done in the first section (1-2-3) is done as instinct. The connecting from the next section (4-5-6) is accomplished by use of the intuition. The connecting from the third section (7-8-9) comes as flashes of insight (genius) and the connecting from the fourth section (10-11-12) is as inspiration, (divine inspiration).
This is the structure of the brain and the path of progress should be from lower left brain to lower right brain, then upper left and upper right, with the apex of the mind where your inner being will be located. There are three major stages of synthesization or blending that will occur over time as a child grows. These three stages of synthesization are: the first stage which takes place at mind dimension six, the second stage at mind dimension nine and the third stage at mind dimension twelve. Let’s compare this process with building a house.
First Section of the Mind – Dimensions 1-2-3 (Physical Body Section)
Work is done here on the forming of the personality. A beginning stage of blending takes place when the half of the soul in incarnation begins having some influence on the animal-based brain in the process of forming a personality. Actually, the forming of the personality is completed at mind dimension three. At this stage the half of the soul in incarnation gains control over the physical body – a soul-infused personality.
Building our House – 1st Section of Brain
The animal-based brain is responsible for all body functions. It also provides the vehicle for the seedcore, the storehouse of treasures that the incarnating entity brings with him. This animal-based brain provides the “canvas” for the picture the soul wishes to paint. Perhaps you could picture it as the bare ground where you want to build a house. This lot has all the utilities in place, such as the water, sewer, gas and electric (compare to body functions) so you can begin to build your house with these tools already established.
The incarnating soul digs the basement and stores his goods there (traits he brought into this incarnation with him) until the first floor of the house is laid. Then he can begin shaping up that first floor into rooms and decorating it with his choice of carpet and paint. This would compare to the age of four and the forming of a new personality.
Second Section of the Mind – Dimensions 4-5-6 (Emotional Body Section)
When you have moved through the twelfth level of mind dimension three you “graduate” into the second section consisting of mind dimensions 4-5-6. This is the emotional body section and work is begun on merging the soul-infused personality with the half of soul on the inner planes. This takes place once the individual evolves to level six. It is only at this point that the individual can receive direct guidance from the half soul left on the inner planes. It also seems that emotion can’t be assisted with or controlled by the inner plane soul until this synthesization takes place. When this takes place you “graduate” to the third section.
Building our House – 2nd Section of Brain – 1st Stage of Synthesization
The incarnating soul eventually finds just one floor too confining and begins building the second story. This would be when he returns to the basement and brings up the goods he stored there to furnish the second story of his home. When the first story was completed he was so wrapped up in furnishing it with new items and decorating it the way he wanted that he more or less forgot about the stuff he had stored in the basement. Now, when building the second story, he realizes that he has much in the basement that needs to be looked at and either utilized in his house or discarded.
Perhaps there is a perfectly good television down there but it is small and the picture somewhat fuzzy. He goes through a battle with himself over whether to use this TV or not. He tries to decide whether to keep it because the person who gave it to him means a lot to him and he is sentimental over it, or to discard it in favor of a newer, more enlightened model of TV. A newer TV would have a sharper picture, more channels available, better color and a remote control. He goes through this battle with almost everything he had stored in the basement, either keeping it or discarding it. What a job this is. No wonder he didn’t want to do this when he was building and furnishing the first story of his home.
When he gets through this process, he finds he is able to use the whole house now, including the basement that was previously stacked with boxes. This gives him a very complete home and very complete feeling. Most people are content to spend the rest of their life in this home. This relates to the first stage of synthesization, that of the soul-infused personality – the soul in incarnation being blended with the personality.
Third Section of the Mind – Dimensions 7-8-9 (Mental Body Section)
Your graduation from the second section, at mind dimension six, leads you to the third section, mind dimensions 7-8-9. You work in this area attempting to communicate with the other half of your soul that you blended with at level six, and the thoughts of your seedcore which is a collection of the wisdom and knowledge of all those in your spiritual family tree. This leads you to complete connection with your personal guidance system at level nine – the second stage of synthesization.
Building our House – 3rd Section of Brain – 2nd Stage of Synthesization
Some people aren’t content with the house at this stage. They feel they need to have even more room to expand. They believe they would like to add a third story to house their interests, a place where they could pursue the subjects that fascinate them, such as photography, or making stained glass, or learning all there is know about a certain country, or pursing philosophical interests. They need to have a library where they can do research and a communication system to be in touch with others interested in the same subjects. They build the third story and feel very satisfied and complete. This relates to the second stage of synthesization that of contact with the half of the soul on the inner planes.
Fourth Section of the Mind – Dimensions 10-11-12 (Spiritual Body Section)
When the connection is made, at the twelfth level of mind dimension nine, then the soul on the inner planes enlists the help of a Master teacher along with their seedcore, as the move is made into the fourth section, levels 10-11-12. Level ten is the scientific section. Level eleven is focused on spiritual truths and level twelve is connection with the total mind of the Creator. The third level of synthesization occurs when all aspects of the half of the soul in incarnation and the half of the soul not in incarnation merge with the overshadowing spirit and attain the ability to be in communication with the mind of the Creator. This takes place at level twelve when you reach the “apex of your mind.” This is the final “icing on the cake,” if you will, after the synthesization or blending of the other parts has taken place. This means that the total creative channel has been built – the third stage of synthesization.
Building our House – 4th Section of Brain – 3rd Stage of Synthesization
At this time the incarnating soul usually focuses in on one certain subject and realize they need to have a laboratory. They want to pursue the experiments they wish to make to further the knowledge for humanity about a certain subject, so they build the fourth story.
They finally finish their home with a very substantial roof on the top, one that is glass so they can see out the top of their house and watch the stars and the moon and the sun. Without this glass roof they would feel too confined. This is the third stage of synthesization, that of connection with the apex of your mind, your God Within. This is being “One with God,” the goal of every incarnating soul.
The following is a little difficult to understand, but needs to be explained so the rest of the process makes sense.
The seedcore is the holder of the family tree. It comes back & spins off another personality. All your former lives are part of the seedcore. Good & bad are separated here and only the beautiful and creative lives are kept. All it takes is one plus deed to let any lifetime become part of the soul. If nothing was achieved in that life, than no part of it will remain. This is the true meaning of death.
The soul is spun off the seedcore which is what is used over and over again on planet four (earth) with new physical forms and personalities for every incarnation. The term seedcore is the family that the half of the soul in incarnation has access to. The other half of the soul, the one not in incarnation, is also here in the seedcore.
The individual seedcore is what stays and reincarnates each time. Your individual soul, which spun off from the seedcore, goes with your personality. You do not die, but the soul-infused personality that you are now does not come back to earth.
The seedcore goes to the inner planes with you, the personality-soul, when you cross over. You are one at this point. You read charts of your seedcore’s progress, have conferences with teachers, discuss mistakes and areas where lessons are needed. You, with much help from your teachers and guides, plan what the seedcore’s next try will be like, the lessons that are needed, the goal, etc.
The seedcore then separates from you, similar to the stages that separate from a rocket. You, the personality-soul with all the knowledge of the seedcore still in your memory-computer bank, stay and progress onward on the inner planes. That same knowledge that you have in the little piece of seedcore that has spun off and stayed in you, (your individual soul), also stays in the central seedcore that reincarnates into another body. Your seedcore, which you spun off of, is what comes back. It spins off another personality- soul combination that you help to create. Your twin soul’s seedcore does the same.
The Akashic Records are Similar to Documentary Films
This process, the way all this is handled, is similar to documentary films kept in a projection room (Akashic Records room). There are rolls of records in the Akashi record room. The individual lives are each stacked on top of each other as “cans” of film in a projection room. Instead of using a numbering system for the cans of film the notes of the chromatic musical scale are used.
When twelve lives have been completed for each trip through the chromatic scale, the group of twelve rolls or cans of film are wrapped together and labeled with the musical tone of that particular set of lessons. The rolls of twelve are then turned sideways and stored with the previous musical tone. They are left standing upright in front of the bin for that soul, the male and female bins are side by side.
When each have completed twelve lives for the same musica l tone, they make a “documentary” of the positive and negative aspects of each life. The negative aspects or lessons that need to be learned are stored on one film to be worked on in the future. The positive lives are weighed or compared to the previous negative documentary and those attitudes that were transmuted by either half of the spark are eliminated from the negative documentary.
As you can see, it is a system of pluses and minuses of the combined lessons learned by either half. Whoever chooses to incarnate the next time chooses which items on the negative documentary film they want to transmute and then they refer to the positive film to choose past strengths gained. You can see why you need to be in contact with your other half. The strengths you need to draw on may have been a strength gained by your other half instead of you. If you never reach contact with the other half you most likely will not transmute the negative attitudes you chose to work on so they can be eliminated from the negative documentary.
This seedcore of each, their individual seedcore, is like a porous rock or stone, or perhaps a sponge. All the tiny cells of this sponge are filled with all this great and beautiful knowledge of former incarnations. It is compressed in each to as small an area as possible. This sponge needs to become as though soaked with water. It will swell and expand inside each and the knowledge locked in these tiny black holes of cells will be released. The way to get it to expand is through meditation, imagination and visualization. But first there must be the awareness that it is there inside of each, in the brain of which only 15 to twenty percent is being used now. These cells of the sponge must be enlarged for evolution to go forward.
True Meaning of “Born Again” is “Rebirth into Continuity”
As God shattered Himself into individual sparks and entered human bodies, so also does the human at the same stage in evolution shatter himself. This is called a “rebirth into continuity,” the true meaning of being “born again.” It releases his former incarnations and from that time on he will be able to be in communication with all his previous personalities and also – as he continues opening unused levels of his mind – with future personalities that the seedcore is planning. Each of these seedcores of energy provide access to all the previous personalities that had lived on the earth plane at one time. The way this happens is if the personality on the earth plane in a physical body opens up the higher levels of his mind, he causes a “rebirth into continuity.”
The moon, though considered “dead” still fills an area of time and space. So humans, when “dead,” are also still in time and space. You see, an entities’ former incarnations are in time and space and, up until this shattering, are in a vacuum inside the mind of the human. The shattering allows them to take form and rise up and expand into the universe.
This rebirth into continuity frees the previous personalities inside his mind. It frees all the knowledge and wisdom gained in these other lives, making this wisdom available for others to use. This also begins the growing and evolving process for these past incarnations. This is the true meaning of the term to be “born again” for which the correct wording is a “rebirth into continuity.”
You see, all your former lives are part of this seedcore. This is the point where the good and bad are separated and only the good, beautiful and creative lives are kept. This is the true meaning of death. If the life you lead has been so degrading and so unspiritual, that you cannot pull it back up with help on the inner planes, then that particular personality truly “dies.” It will not linger on. No part of it will be incorporated into the seedcore to have everlasting life. As an example, say you had a lived a life as a murderer we’ll call Bob. If you never did anything good in that life, Bob would not live eternal life. Yet if Bob, before he died repented and gave money to help a blind child or his mother, then Bob would become an eternal part of the soul and live on. All it takes is one plus deed to allow any lifetime to incorporate as an eternal part of the soul.
You must learn to know yourself and love yourself. Knowing yourself must be the first step. When you begin to know yourself better, first will come freedom from guilt and second, you will gain self-respect. After that will come the stage of self-like, then self-admiration, and finally self-love in the way it was meant to be.
Where the physical body fits into all this is in the ability to enable the mind to work better. Thus the experimental nutritional Garden of Eden. Those in the higher planes knew from the beginning of their experiment on planet earth that the nourishment of the physical forms that the souls entered would determine the growth and thinking capacity of the human brain. The human brain was what the soul would infiltrate then to carry on with experiential life on the earth plane. Therefore, nutrition and exercise are of the utmost importance.
The condition of the physical body will aid the brain in thinking, which can then push for further thought in nutrition, which will then influence the person to eat more wisely and thus increase their thinking. When the quality of food and the quantity of nutrition is increased the brain will function better and this will allow the soul to gain a stronghold which can then influence the spiritual thoughts, which will then work to control the emotions, which will then help the physical body to quit eating for comfort and the cycle will start again. If this cycle could be instigated in all from an early age on, the growth of humans would be fantastic.
To Know Oneself Emotionally
To know oneself emotionally is something that most people do know. They know what “tears at their heart” and makes them feel like crying or actually makes them cry. Most of the time they know what makes them angry, jealous or resentful. Here again, the lower emotions are the easiest to pinpoint. They are, therefore, the easiest to work on to change. The changing of these will go hand in hand with the changing and expanding of spiritual concepts. The changing of all emotion will go hand in hand with the changing of guidelines to live ones life by.
To Know Oneself Mentally
Now if the mental body does not have any interest in changing or even thinking about guidelines or spiritual concepts, then there is not much hope for growth in this person. The mind, the mental focus of a human, is the controller of his growth and progress in each lifetime. Therefore, this is the place where all growth must start, is in the mental thought. It must focus on who you are, what you are doing, what you want to change, what you have outgrown and so on and so forth.
The mental knowingness is not quite so difficult to achieve, as most people know what interests them to think about and what challenges them to push their thoughts further and deeper. It is this pushing of thoughts further and deeper that will help you know yourself mentally. In my case I know that I’m interested in scientific concepts and it is by pushing them further and deeper that I’m able to bring forth the new technology that I do. Therefore, it is a concrete fact that I am scientifically minded. This is what it means to know yourself.
Now, if you don’t like who you find yourself out to be mentally, there is a possibility of changing it. For instance, I changed from being totally interested in music to being interested in science, but the first interest is the basic building blocks of the second as both will be for the third area of interest I will find someday. If people could realize this, then they would be able to accept changes that come in their life and look at where they are leading them. One must keep changing to allow the development of the primary goal to take place. If one gets stuck in the first area of interest, he will not progress much mentally. Change is the giver of life. Accept it; welcome it with enthusiasm and you will then be able to live in joy.
To Know Oneself Spiritually
To know oneself spiritually, one must examine what guidelines they are living their life by and examine their conscience to determine if these guidelines are still viable for where they are in life at that time. Can a guideline be changed thus allowing the consciousness to expand? If the guideline cannot be changed without bringing into play the “brakes” of the conscience, then this particular guideline is still very much ingrained in ones beingness.
Therefore, the way to expand and grow is to work with tight concepts and guidelines given you as a child as to right and wrong actions and see if you can loosen the effect on the conscience that new action causes. If it still causes the conscience to come into play no matter how much you try to change, then this is a concept that is spiritual truth for you and you will live your life by it and carry it over into your next. One should test out all the guidelines they are living by to be absolutely sure they are right and true and unchangeable for them.
The Real You
This then forms the real you as far as your spiritual self goes. The search for the God Within remains ever the same. It does not change with each new generation. It is the age-old path of wisdom that remains forever. The search for the individual does begin with the conscience, which gets right down to a look at their attitudes towards those they’re associated with in their everyday life. Also their overview attitudes which will in turn affect their attitude towards individuals. If one has an attitude against a certain race or religion as a whole this will immediately color this person’s attitude when they meet an individual of this race or religion.
Picture a mouse running on the shore of a lake. He eats, sleeps and dies on the bank of this lake. His body disintegrates, but the part of the mouse that lived on could now rise beyond what he could see and know in his environment of the area around the lake (planet earth).
Now he had traveled at times all around the lake, had even ridden across the lake on a log from side to side and end to end. There was even a tree that extended way out over the narrow part of the lake and met a tree from the other side and he crossed the lake on this tree high above the water.
But he could not climb the sheer rock cliffs that surrounded the lake and had no idea what the surrounding territory looked like. He didn’t know if there were more lakes or not.
He had lived numerous lives (reincarnations on earth) always in the area around his lake. But this time when he dies he (his spirit) does not merely hover over this lake waiting for a chance to reenter the body of a baby mouse (reincarnate on earth). His spirit continues to rise. It is so light and free it rises above the sheer rock cliffs and he finally can see the surrounding territory.
IT IS A FANTASTIC SIGHT!!!
There are more lakes, similar but somehow much more beautiful, and none of them have the sheer rock cliffs around them that had held him prisoner in one area for so long. Now that he can see and know how much more there really is, he is no longer as interested in his old lake (planet earth).
In between lives on the old lake when hovering above waiting (on the astral planes), he used his widened vision to mentally tell his brothers and sisters of food supplies at one end of the lake or other or tell them of a branch that wasn’t safe that he could see and they could not. Maybe he spotted a big cat lurking inside a cave and warned them. He did what he could, always, to help those below with his expanded knowledge if they would listen (channeling).
But now that he sees the immensity of the rest of the territory, he now wanted to tell those down there, in that little lake at the base of the sheer rock cliffs, what he could see and what lay ahead of them all, and urge them to be better mice so they could rise up to that area where he was and see what he could see. He no longer wanted to warn them of cats and broken limbs, although he would if they asked.
What he really wanted to do was move on out into that huge territory and experience all the other lakes (higher planets). But it was hard leaving his family. He had been with them for so long and would miss them, but oh, how exciting these new places looked and how beautiful! If only he could somehow stay in touch with his family.
Then he was met by a wise old mouse who told him he could stay in touch by making contact with one special mouse (a chela or student) down on the old lake and telling him his plans and asking him to communicate his experiences to the rest of the mice.
He waited at the top of the sheer rock cliff until his contact with one special mouse was secure and now he is moving on.
He knew that he had had his last time (last reincarnation) on that “lake” when he continued to rise. Now he is free of the earth plane and the earth’s total system and is on “vacation” before starting a new round of duties. He has been promoted and will no longer be in contact with as many on the earth plane, only those who go with him through their bond. There will be one taking over the work he did to help that first “lake” and he will do a good job. This first mouse has other “lakes to explore.”
Lyrics from the “The Creation Suite” by Norma Hickox
BeginningIt is I who see all From a viewpoint high above A swirling cloud of energy With thoughts of truth and love. I have legions I employ To get many tasks done I am the energy for your universe I am your Sun, I am your Son. Birth
SolutionAs the fire came raining down Everything was covered First the ground was washed all over With a light and glistening rain Over which God hovered Next came the coating On all the trees and beautiful flowers Giving them luster of their own So they could reflect the perfect light Of their only Sun. Then came the fire and glory That shattered into sparks that glowed And found their home in us.
ThankfulnessWe were really quite blessed To receive this love This love from our father. What a most glorious sight We must perfect our souls So we can return to our Father.
Our CreatorThe power and the glory The fire and the beauty The pain and the love. The wonder of Him who adored us From His home above You are His son, you are each His son
Quite some time ago I was a member of Geauga Lyric Theater Guild in Chardon, Ohio. I played the piano and organ in the pit orchestra and also served in other capacities – board member, set design, choreography and costuming. The only time I tried to do any acting I hated every minute of it. I had one line to say playing the role of Pat in The Seven Year Itch and I couldn’t even say that right. I never tried acting again. I could play the piano in front of a crowd of 5000 people with no problem, and I have played the organ for the President of United States, Gerald Ford, and it didn’t bother me, but I couldn’t say one line in a play. Some people were born to act and they just love it. But I guess acting wasn’t what I was meant to do.
Theater is good for some adults, because when they can pretend they are someone else they can remove their vanity from a situation and express their feelings by hiding behind the character. I think theater productions should be one of the main tools of educators through role playing to help students understand many things. A few teachers are trying this, but more need to use this tool. Role playing is an excellent tool for spiritual growth.
If you had to structure the way the education of the human race was handled you might just come up with the same answer that the Creator God did – reincarnation. You see, the divine spark can be compared to an actor. The same spark returns each lifetime trying again as a different personality. The old personality moves on up the inner planes of earth, learning by watching and studying.
It would be as an actor playing, creating actually, many different roles, and keeping theseroles in his memory bank until he had performed one hundred and forty-four differentcharacters. The experiences that each character went through as the actor played the role, influences the actor’s performance of the next role, and when playing the next role the actor can draw on something he learned as he played the previous part.
These previous roles wait in the wings, backstage, watching, learning and helping whenthey can until the actor has performed one hundred and forty-four different roles. Theseroles, personalities, are not “dead” but neither can they get in front of the footlights again. But a part of each of them, the best traits and experiences, are embodied in the actor – the divine spark.
This actor, pumped full of all the experiences and wisdom and knowledge of one hundredand forty-four lifetimes, then gets “married.” He meets his opposite half and they “blend”into one unisex soul, (they are called divine sparks until they are blended – reunited withthe twin – then they are called souls,) with 288 lifetimes of experiences so they are very wise.
The spark joins the other half of the spark left on the inner planes and as a whole spark, now called a soul, it does an accepting and rejecting of all its past lifetimes. It is almost like reviewing a group of plays wherein you were the star, and deciding the best roles you played. You analyze everything and perhaps one small line that was delivered quite eloquently from one play will be the only thing to go on the plus sheet for that play. But this is enough for that play to stay on the roster of good plays.
The souls then move on to become teachers of acting in the same “School of the Arts,” but no longer care, at this stage, to be in front of the footlights again. They want to teach and train and help their younger brothers and sisters as they have their turn to perform “on stage.”
Creation goes around in circles, thus reincarnation of all things – cells, souls, planets, solar systems, galaxies and universes – is the only possible way for it all to happen. Recirculation continues forever and ever. It never ends. The divine spark can never be destroyed. Whatever is stated as applying to the universe as a whole also applies to each separate planet, each individual and each cell in the human body.
The Creator applied to planets Space, air or energy waves
The Creator applied to humans Oversoul, energy lines
The Creator applied to cells Blood, energy lines
Recirculation of planets done by Central core
Recirculation of humans done by Evolution
Recirculation of cells done by Heart
Reincarnation takes place for planets in Eternity, time, space
Reincarnation takes place for humans in Earth
Reincarnation takes place for cells in Body
Evolutionary plan for planets Twelve planes of Oversoul
Evolutionary plan for humans Twelve levels of earth plane
Evolutionary plan for cells Twelve times every seven years
Groups as applied to planets Galaxies
Groups as applied to humans Spiritual families
Groups as applied to cells Organs
Excerpted from “The Awesome Realm of the Soul” – Volume 3 of the New Millennium NoteBooks by Norma Hickox